i actually like this photo?:)
I need you to hold all of the sadness I can’t, living inside me.
I’m crying out, I’m breaking down.
I am feeling it all, stuck inside these walls.
Tell me there is hope for me -
Is anybody out there listening?
Sometimes I love my siblings.
Also, how attractive am I?
Chris had me muted and i couldn’t get his attention so i started taking selfies
I’m clearly the coolest.
I’ve never spent a lot on finding a remedy;
I guess I figured that it hurt for a reason,
I guess that’s why I’ve always turned to writing it down.
Not just in stories, but the letters between,
And I guess that’s why it haunts the pages of everything,
I think that the thing is that I shut off from everything,
From friends and family and my own ambitions,
From having fun - I just shut off from everything.
Self defeating? Yeah, probably, but i don’t know if I had total control over it;
And I’m not sure if it even matters why.